Hello you,

I haven’t seen you in awhile now, since it’s you know, vacation. And I miss you. All of this shit is going on and I wish I had a boyfriend that I could tell all of this to. I don’t even know what this world is anymore honestly.

Okay so Tuesday I had work which wasn’t really busy actually, and I was even on drive up. The lobby was even busier than drive up actually. And then shit on Tuesday night. But I chatted with you for awhile which was nice :) Except the whole for some reason you’re slowly revealing all of your insecurities to me thing. I don’t know why you’re doing that but maybe you want to be closer to me/trust me? I hope so. Maybe you’re not doing it for any particular reason like you probably aren’t because you’re a boy and boys don’t do that really. Anyway we chatted a lot and I was happy.

So then Wednesday I went to the mall with Justine and we hung out at her house for a little while. We did another one of those “Photo Fun” things and it came out kind of badly for some reason but still presh. I got new yoga pants and some hand cream things. Justine told me that you like Sweat Pea from Bath & Body Works so I got that scent becasue I’m ridiculous. I hardly spent any money though! I’m getting so good at not blowing every dollar I have on clothes and stuff, so proud.

We went to Fairfield University today. Not that impressed honestly. I mean, it was fine but that’s the best I can say. The library was nice, some of the buildings were nice, the guys were all cute and there seemed to be a lot of them, the dorms were dorms, the campus was pretty and in a good location but they just didn’t care about business as much as I wanted them to and I want a school that really does business. I don’t know, it’s still probably my 3rd choice or something.

So I guess I’m going to have to ask you to prom becasue you’re dumb and oblivious and you don’t see that I like you, or that you should take a chance on me. I’ll have to find a good time to do it soon. Hopefully he’ll leave the VHS room at some point in the beginning of March right?

I don’t know what to do about my house anymore though. I’m so serious.

Anyway, love you and miss you so much,

Me