Work sucked today, shockingly. Hate Saturdays on drive up.

Anyway, I hope your meet went well today. Or I also kind of hope it didn’t. Whichever one makes you happiest. I know you hate winter track so maybe you want to do poorly so it can end. I suppose I’ll find out when I ask you on Monday.

I didn’t know you used to play hockey until I saw that jacket a few days ago. When you get your jacket for being spring track captain, I want to wear it <3. I know that sounds stupid and not feminist but screw it, I’ve always kind of wanted that.

You should really hang out with me next weekend. I really want you to. I really want to be able to go home Monday or Wednesday or whenever I ask you on a cloud and google stuff about first dates.

I don’t think you know how special you are. I would rather date you than any other guy at this school. I mean it. No one else makes me happy and laugh like you. No one else gives me butterflies every time I see you in the hallway or walking into the VHS room. No one else is as smart or driven as you. No one else is as sweet and nice as you. One day I’m going to show you how special you are. I’m going to show you that you do deserve to be happy. And that we deserve to be in love.

I just watched Cars <3 I frickin love that movie. I’m such an eight year old boy. But good lord, it makes me want to live in that part of the country. So beautiful. I want to see the Grand Canyon. If I could do that this summer, that would be amazing.

Love you and see you Monday,

Me