I hardly saw you at all today :( It was kind of weird, like that’s how my day would be if didn’t have any classes with you basically. You weren’t in EnviSci, you were in your own world in study and I had the presentation period 5. Plus we got report cards… well, everyone else did, I got a letter about powerschool. Fuck you powerschool, no one needs you/likes you. Whatever, I don’t even want to see my grades anyway. I bet you have like straight A’s, maybe not in calc, but then again, you’re good at math so you might. Your parents must be so proud of you.

Anyway, I was talking to my hairdresser about prom/you kind of yesterday and she literally did not understand why I had trepidations about telling you how I felt. It’s really complicated though. I mean I see you soo much (usually) that it would be so awk if you didn’t like me. Frickk. She was like, you should ask him to hang out. And I was like, I should. And I want to. I want to see you outside of school and spend more time with you. The thing is, we’re both always busy. But I think that maybe next week at the beginning of the week I’ll just be like “hey, what are you doing this weekend?” And you’ll be like “blah blah track and studying blah” and I’ll be like “Want to go to Panera on Saturday/Sunday for lunch?” And either you’ll be like “Yeah sure” and we’ll make plans and I’ll die of happiness or you’ll be like “Uhm insert excuse here” and I’ll be really sad. But I mean, I don’t know. I’ve been saying this forever, but I really want to try this.

I don’t want to sound conceited but I mean, how could you not want to try this with me? Who else likes you like I do? Who else can see through your imperfections and have enough faith to believe that we could be perfect? I mean, I’m not perfect obviously, but I think I’m pretty damn dateable.

Hopefully tomorrow we’ll have a good conversation in VHS, I can’t wait to see you.

Love you,

Me