February 2012
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Hello you,
I haven’t seen you in awhile now, since it’s you know, vacation. And I miss you. All of this shit is going on and I wish I had a boyfriend that I could tell all of this to. I don’t even know what this world is anymore honestly.
Okay so Tuesday I had work which wasn’t really busy actually, and I was even on drive up. The lobby was even busier than drive up...
I have so much to say about the last three days but I don’t even know where to begin.
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Today was so fun. Maggie is literally the coolest person ever. We walked around Wachusett reservoir on the “Rail Trail” because apparently their used to be a rail there. Also we saw the remnants of an old mill and it was cool. The ground was really muddy though which got annoying, but not really a big deal. And then we went to Finders/Keepers Pub in West Boylston. I think we actually...
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Pretty awesome start to vacation so far <3 Chili’s was so fun last night except how we had the worst service in the history of Chili’s. It usually isn’t like that so it was weird. They literally sucked so much and didn’t even realize that they did. Like if someone’s waiting at Central One drive up for like 3 minutes I say something about it and I was waiting for me...
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So it’s break. And I’m glad. I need these nine days to figure some stuff out. And relax. And hang out with my friends. I didn’t ask you to hang out. It literally would have been impossible. You went to frickin A lunch and I went to B lunch and the VHS room was like a crazy dork social scene during C lunch. Whatever. Maybe it’s for the best. I don’t know.
Work today...
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So right now I’m not really sure what I’m supposed to feel or do. I was so nervous to ask her all that stuff about you. She would know though, and she’s so nice and she was really honest with me, which I really do appreciate in retrospect. But it was just so negative. Like she literally said nothing nice about you at all. Which kind of sucks because that means that one of your...
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So… now what?
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Hello you,
VHS was so fun today. Making that crown was hilarious. You’re so special. We make a pretty good team, first the poster (which looked good hanging up near the voting table) and today the crown. I bet it would be so fun to date you, to see your fun side, you when you’re not being serious about school and track and all that. You could be really fun.
I asked him today if he...
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Hey you, happy Valentine’s day!
What a weird day. Frickin fire alarm, I literally was in the throes of hypothermia. Good day to wear that dress… Anyway, you looked so handsome in your orange sweater today. You were wearing a sweater and a color! This does not happen very often. Come to think of it, almost never. Very handsome. I felt so dumb in VHS though today not knowing what the...
What do I do?
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I’m excited to see you tomorrow. I’m excited for it to be day 2 and day 4 this week. I’m excited/nervous to ask you to hang out over break. I’m happy about this weekend overall, mostly hanging out with Justine on Saturday though and getting two new dresses. I’m excited/nervous about skipping first period tomorrow. I’m excited for Curtains to start. I’m...
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So before the NHS meeting today, Justine and I were talking about how I like you and stuff. And she was like “look who’s sitting over there” and I was like, “I know, he’s sooo cute” and she was like “wait what you really think so? Are you serious?” And I was like “yeah… you don’t think so at all?” And she said no. And then I...
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Hey you,
I walk out of VHS every day amazed at how adorable you are. And you don’t even try to be adorable. Every time you found dramatic irony in Oedipus (which was frequently) you’d be really excited about it and read it out loud. You’re just so adorable. I can’t help but spend period 5 grinning.
Also the Porsche thing. I didn’t know you knew stuff about cars. I...
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It was a day 5 today so I barely saw you, which always sucks. I actually did my VHS ahead of time, and I understood it! This will never happen again. There’s so much stuff I need to do that I really don’t want to. Like superlatives, and returning stuff to the library and my Curtains bio, and asking you to hang out some time soon. Ughhh life. Life isn’t supposed to be...
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Meh. I swear I learn weird new things about you every day. Like you want to live in the city and send your kids to Boston Latin? Why? Why in god’s name would you want to do that. I know you don’t know what you’re going to want in 10-12 years but still. My kids are going to have a nice house in the suburbs with a big yard and a ton of bathrooms in a good school district with a...
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Work sucked today, shockingly. Hate Saturdays on drive up.
Anyway, I hope your meet went well today. Or I also kind of hope it didn’t. Whichever one makes you happiest. I know you hate winter track so maybe you want to do poorly so it can end. I suppose I’ll find out when I ask you on Monday.
I didn’t know you used to play hockey until I saw that jacket a few days ago. When you...
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I ROCK
So we had a pretty good convo in VHS today. And you were dressed up and looked super handsome <3 Actually, we both looked good today, we should totally have made out… too bad he was there. Wait so I’m so serious about asking you to hang out next weekend. I know you have a meet then but that’s Saturday I think so you should be able to Sunday right? Please godddd I really want...
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Once I finish Mad Men, I might rewatch Friday Night Lights.
Maybe. Nothing else is really on Netflix… that might not be true.
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I hardly saw you at all today :( It was kind of weird, like that’s how my day would be if didn’t have any classes with you basically. You weren’t in EnviSci, you were in your own world in study and I had the presentation period 5. Plus we got report cards… well, everyone else did, I got a letter about powerschool. Fuck you powerschool, no one needs you/likes you. Whatever,...
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January 2012
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Super great conversation with Maggie today. She’s great <3 I’m happy I’m friends with her especially since I’ve only really known her since last year in math and stuff. I’m sure I bored her to death with all the talking about you I did. I think she gets it though.
Anyway, I can’t even believe what happened in VHS. Like, it was going great and we were joking...
So I hate my mother more than… anything? Probably.
Anyway, I saw you today, which was good. Of course you had to go to A lunch even though everyone knows that the media center always goes to B lunch. And of course you stood there and argued with me about it even though I was obviously right. Such a boy.
Anyway, hopefully you go to split lunch tomorrow, so I can have a full hour with you....
Channeling all of my frustration about Winterball and you into looking for prom dresses/tux ensembles. I refuse to have you wear a black tux. It just won’t happen.
Look at me talking about Prom like I know you’re going with me. Such an optimist.
Anyway, I’m so sure that there will never be another dress than this one.
It’s AWESOME AND SO PRETTY.
However, it’s very...