Things I'll Never Say

I’m basically on a tumblr hiatus right now because of musical. So see you next Monday lolz.

I have musical this week every day but Tuesday, but VHS so not a relaxing day at all.

I swear on my life I am asking him to prom this week if it kills me.

I got my dress on Friday night in this color:

And this is what the back looks like:

So I’m really happy that that’s taken care of.

Also Mad Men season 5 starts tonight at 9 but rehearsal ends at 9:30…

Can’t. Breathe.

Damien Rice – The Blower's Daughter

Damien Rice - The Blower’s Daughter - O

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We’ll both forget the breeze
Most of the time

Played 140 times.

J. Holiday – Bed

J. Holiday - Bed - Back of My Lac

Then I’ma rock ya body
Turn you over
Love is war, I’m your soldier
Touchin’ you like it’s our first time
I’ma put you to bed, bed, bed
I’ma put you to bed, bed, bed

I literally used to love this song so much.

Played 809 times.

So I didn’t get to ask him to hang out today, which isn’t that surprising I guess. But I still wanted to. I think he might like me. I’m not sure though. I want to ask him tomorrow if he wants to hang out on Saturday but I don’t know if that’s too short of notice. Mehhh.

I think I’m going to Senior Leave Early Day because I’m half a badass. Also my mother will be home sooo no fun.

Also I literally do not care about anything right now except doing well enough not to fail, the weather being nice and him and I hanging out/going to prom.

Taylor Swift – Stay Beautiful

Taylor Swift - Stay Beautiful - Taylor Swift

I’m taking pictures in my mind
So I can save them for a rainy day
It’s hard to make a conversation
When he’s taking my breath away

Played 71 times.

Oh lawdy <3

Rodney Atkins – He's Mine

Rodney Atkins - He’s Mine - Take A Back Road

The Limelight barely shined on him
But everyone still remembers when
He whooped up on that boy way bigger
For taking that cheap shot on our little kicker

Played 1167 times.

So I haven’t posted in a long time. But okay. This week kind of sucks except it has a day 4 in it. But I have so much to do this week and I don’t want to do any of it. I just want the weather to always be like this and the leaves to come out on the trees. And there to be literary criticism about my Edgar Allen Poe poems. You know what, screw it, I’m choosing the ones I want regardless.

So I have now told all my best friends about the fact that I no longer like him and I like new him who will forever on be known as him. Because I’m done with old him. It would not have worked out in a million years no matter what I did. And it might just work with him. He’s a nice guy and funny, but I don’t know that much about him yet. I really do want to ask him to hang out this weekend. We could go to Panera or somewhere else that he likes. I really do think I could like him a lot. Also I’m really glad that my friends are willing to give him a chance even if he has done some dumb things in the past, that’s very mature of them and I have great friends and I’m really lucky <3

Also, I’m really torn about Senior Skip Day. My friends are pretty split about it so I would have company either way. I’ll probably end up deciding Thursday night. If I do skip, I want to actually do something with people though so who knows.

Kip Moore – Somethin' 'Bout A Truck

Kip Moore - Somethin’ ‘Bout a Truck - Kip Moore

And there’s somethin’ ‘bout a girl, in a red sun dress
With an ice cold beer pressed against her lips
In that farmers field, will make a boy a man
There’s somethin’ ‘bout a girl, in a red sundress

Played 99 times.